Basically a week later, and day before weigh in...

Well, where to start. I am losing my momentum and enthusiasm this week. I have been rather lax and therefore nothing to really write about. I have been eating proper calories, but I haven't exercised since last Sunday (that awesome run) Cliff went running this week. And this coming weekend will be my weekend to run.

We are taking turns. I don't think I have lost anything this week. I am going to get back on the treadmill tonight when Cliff gets home. I need to exercise. I don't do well without exercise. I want to eat everything in sight, but I choose not too. I have come so far! Not going to lose that. Not going to gain ANYTHING back.

So, I had a quiet week that way. And tomorrow I get back onto my program. I need something to look forward to, or work towards a good goal. I only have 32 pounds left. You would think that would be 'easy' but it not. Now, I have to go the 'distance' and I have to wrap my brain around that feeling. What will take me to that point? I look good right now, but I could look better. I guess it is because I get compliments all of the time on how great I look etc. That makes me slack. I need somebody to say you look great, but don't give up! GO FOR IT ALL THE WAY!

So, that is kind of where I am at. I am COMFORTABLE. I don't want to be comfortable...I want to be SMOKIN HOT! LOL

So, I need a plan to kickstart myself again. I need to work towards a goal. I have June 1st but right now...I am like, do I really want to do this???

But seriously I do. That is the thing. I am just getting lazy. I wanted a week to just relax, but it is not getting me to my goal. I know when I stand on the scale tomorrow and it doesn't move, or goes up. That will be what I need to take my body to the next 'level.'

What kind of goal do I need? Maybe I need to email my weight to one of my faithful readers every Tuesday to be accountable?

And, I need to start recording in my blog again more often than not.