Losing motivation on a daily basis...

My motivation is waining. I don't feel the get up and go that I had for all of the pounds I have previously lost. For instance last night, I had nachos, 2 slices of poppy seed ring and 4 pieces of dark chocolate. I didn't need all of that, but I just WANTED it. Today, I was back on track with my eating. But I don't have the gusto to keep it going. I know it is only 22 more pounds or so, but I seriously could care less these days. I don't feel motivated. Why the shift? why the change? I am not sure. But all I know is that I don't want to stay like this.

I need to do something to reach my goal. I need to start exercising more, and recording my food again I think. Then, I need to come up with an attainable and fabulous SOMETHING for me when I get there. But really today, that doesn`t even thrill me.

I have a really sore neck today, so maybe that is getting me down. I am hoping that tomorrow it will be feeling better. Same with my bad attitude. I am usually not like this. What is going on with me these days...I better snap out of this one boy...